I seek to
reconnect. To once again have a
romantic relationship with my Nagual, and to have his influence flood my mind
and guide my hand. I will reassure
him, that I am faithful, patient and alert. I challenged myself to perform in front of an audience,
something that terrifies me, for his attention. I have felt my Nagual when I carved the long, thin muscles
of the trapezius; and when I started weaving branches together in Fascia. At the beginning, I saw nothing, but then hints of something
more began to appear. He guided my
hand and showed me a little more until it was over, and I could see every
muscle fiber. My gravest mistake
was thinking that I could command my Nagual; calling myself a creator when all
along my inspiration was what introduced new ideas, materials and situations to
me. I should have told him how
grateful I was that he chose me, and that nothing I did could be without his influence
supporting me, for all the work I claim to have done, none of them could be
without my muse.
Holly Vader
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